You and Bucky have been married for 5 years. Your bangs were sticking up from behind the headband. Every emotion felt amplified, it felt like your body might explode and your heart burst into a million pieces. Its true, you have. You sat for a moment, taking in the cool breeze at that height. His unsure voice gave you even more anxiety. So how come when this silly boy, with gorgeous eyes and a pretty smile, comes walking up to you that you go stiff and forget how to do even the simplest of things. Possessive? It was something he knew would help you relax and keep you calm, or distracted from the pain shooting through you. Please dont come any closer, you cried, slipping your hand up the edge of the roof until only your fingertips held you in place. You took a deep breath after you did so; happy the outside air was able to clear out the smell of chemicals from your nose completely. So you sent Bucky one last text, one last reassurance of your love for him before disappearing. As you felt the gravity pull your body to the ground, churning your stomach and dropping it like you were on a rollercoaster, Bucky reached over the edge and grabbed your wrist. Some days you were able to ignore his snide remarks and pushes yet today was not one of those days. He quickly gets up onto his feet and makes his way over, so that he can wrap his arms around you tightly. Her names Bella. He waited for a big reaction from you but all he got was a confused look. When you caught sight of something moving in a dark corner by the door you were needing to exit out of. He gave you a small smile before proceeding to open his lunchbox and begin eating. You never wanted to leave. Maybe. Steve weighed Buckys opinion for a second. He met her through Sam, at some party. Authors Note: Okay, I loved this request and got super carried away with it so I had more than one part. You fell for his smile, it was near the beginning of his time at the tower when you saw him smiling with Steve and you caught a glimpse of the breathtaking smile. At noon you danced with Scott in the living room. Lets go, cmon! Youturnedyour head back towards Scott and looked up withsparkling brighteyes and a soft smile. Tears poured down your face as you swung your legs over the ledge and sat looking out at the city. "Did you find out about anything?" At least not that Bucky knew of, and Bucky knew everything. You rushed to the windows and quickly propped open three in a row, ushering the smoke outside. I dont know where I wanna go - but oh my god, we could go to Dennys-, No? He was glad for Bucky. Steve continued to gawk at the now empty table in both horror and surprise until his arms slipped on the icy railing and he toppled to the side. TONS OF FEELS. Not that I wasnt happy with you Avengers, its just, I dont think I was cut out to be an Avenger when it came down to it, you know? What if HYDRA found him? You and Bucky would be leaving for the hotel where the nuclear weapons CEO was having a conference soon. Im not joking! Natasha sat up quickly with a mischievous grin on her face. He's got the looks, charm, and high hockey player status. Ive been to many places over two years, Ive met many people and done many things. Of course Steve wouldnt be pleased with you giving Scott flowers, but you didnt care. If you called him James without him saying it was okay to do so, who knows if you might accidentally trigger him into a flashback or memory of his days in the forties. Bitch Im Madonna! The two of you froze and turned to look at each other from across the room, you both pointed one finger at the other and shouted it as loud as you could before unfreezing and getting back to dancing. You had grown so much closer to Steve, grew close to Bucky, and experienced some of the happiest months of your life. You tilted your head slightly and took a small step back, a sound escaped the thing hiding in the darkness and you took another step back. Steve looked alarmed and stood up, placing his arms around the other man and bringing him into a tender hug. Remind me again why you hate him so much? Natasha questioned you as she went through your closet. I havent edited it for mistakes yet! Ship (s): Bucky/Reader. Y/N! His mission gear so bulky and with him being so close it almost touched your soft and fragile skin. Don't pretend that you don't want me. The door dinged as they reached their floor and just before the doors opened, Steve chuckled. You loved everything about the season of Fall. Well, Im not moving to Manhattan, but Im moving to Brooklyn with Kendall, we got an apartment and its shitty but its exciting and-. His eyes peered back towards Steves screen, this time he caught the name of whoever he was texting. After I tried to kill you and your friendsI almostdidkill you. Oh, them. Tony rolled his eyes painfully slow and you laughed lightly. You had told him that he never slept anyway. Before Steve could even speak, you jumped on the heels of your feet and threw your hands wildly in the air. Dont be surprised if you find salt in your doorways or hear him mumbling an exorcism under his breath.. Unfazed by the prejudiced god, she answered You believe you deserve a better guard than me. She forgives easily, she sees the good in everybody. You smiled, you liked the sounds of her. A part of him hoping you would ask for something. But now, after dating for nearly a year, you werent scared of him. You immediately stopped talking and grabbed the box of Lucky Charms, tearing it open and digging your hand through the halfway full box. A/n: Not my gif :) Natasha Romanoff with all her glory walks in the training room while . There you were, standing with both hands placed firmly on your hips as you stared with narrowed eyes at the Captain standing beside him. His chest felt tight and his stomach felt weird as he watched how excited your face got, his emotions almost reflecting yours. You could see them, you were so close. Y/N got out and was able to hide for her entire life until this moment. Oh! Bucky gasped and pulled on your shoulder to stop you from walking away. You thought it made him look unhinged. Bucky can be such a fathead sometimes. Oh my goodness gracious, Steven Grant Rogers, I have the biggest most bestest news!. Take your girlfriend to bed so I wont find her on top of the fridge tomorrow.. Completed bucky buckyxreader hockeyau +5 more # 7 Mine by Mrs. Winchester 256K 6.3K 33 You love Steve! Loving Bucky Barnes was never easy but breaking your heart seemed to come naturally to him. It was far too early for either you or the boys below to be awake, but since the words were slowly becoming louder and louder you could have sworn you heard both of the mens joined laughter and the sky was slowly becoming lighter, you knew that it would be impossible to fall back asleep. Oh, and Pietros back-, Wait, what? You couldnt help the look of shock pass over your face, you leaned forward slightly, eager to hear more. Lets go to breakfast! Steve took a chance - he thought nothing could go wrong. He didnt expect Bucky to grip the bottom of your shirt and break the kiss to pull the article of clothing over your head, throwing it over his shoulder. Although that was due to the fact that he was exhausted mentally and physically, he always got snippy after a hard mission. Its a mission, not real life. | 18+ | This blog is used for post notifications and ease of access to my work | @moongoddessmox, Warning: depression, suicide attempt, angst, crying, hurt/comfortWord Count: 2,104. Characters: Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, Reader, Tony Stark, Wanda Maximoff, Sam Wilson, Natasha Romanoff, Bruce Banner, Peter Parker, Clint Barton, FRIDAY, Nick Fury. Ultron laughed seeing a Stark in pain. Wait no, we should go there for lunch, yeah lunch is better! I have a bad memory.. You kept looking towards the doorway and hoped that Bucky would be home soon. How could you not? You stared at him for a moment longer before you realized what was happening. You were painting your nails, your back was leaning against the couch as you used the coffee table to rest your hand on, you were being careful not to spill any. And you didnt care who he was in the past, or what he did and you would flatten anyone who said otherwise. Not as pretty as you. You rolled your eyes and Tony wiggled his eyebrows. He had liked Y/N for a long time. What if he gets a little aggressive? He looked like he wanted to be anywhere but there and you crossed your arms, standing your ground. How he would always remain in the exact opposite side of the room if you were present without him being acknowledged first, trying for one reason or another to move away if you came too close. You were not only going to have to share a room with Bucky, but you were going to be stuck in the same bed with him now. He had changed a lot over his time spent at the Avengers tower with the rest of the team; in a good way of course. You hate them and what they sta A series of one shots involving our beloved Bucky Barnes. GIF by veronicaphoenix. Most of the time it would only be a few Avengers eating together, if they ate together. Tell him, thank you. Bucky Barnes is the biggest playboy on campus. The cool summer night breeze kissed your legs and arms, making your hair move softly every so often. Your chest clenched from anxiety of what he might be thinking right now. This is a three-part Single Dad! A pawn in a game you didnt want to play. What happens when a young woman is unexpectedly thrusted upon the world stage, and an older gentleman becomes a mere side character to his much younger fiance glamorous life? Clint nodded. But the one thing youve learned about living with Avengers is that even if you picked it up, and even if youve already taken a bite out of your food, it can and most likely will be snatched away from you. I love you so much, god I love you so fucking much, Y/N, Bucky cried into your hair, not risking loosening his hold on you, afraid youll disappear from him again. Some of your old stuff, a new place to stay, money? He rose an eyebrow, waiting for you to respond to him. Dont worry, next week I dont have too many plans so hopefully Ill be able to update a couple imagines. [(!!TW!! xx Words: 618 Warnings: Mention of nightmares You woke up with a start, breathing heavily. Y/N, Im begging you, let me help, let me love you so thoroughly youll never question if you matter again. You opened your eyes, feeling the weight shift to the other side of the scale, questioning whether this was the right decision. "But you wont, you breathed, interrupting his rushed onslaught of threats. We could go to Panera, Starbucks, Bens, Harolds Coffee, Strange Donuts-no! What do you mean by weird? Bucky tilted an eyebrow as he lifted you up gently into his chest, you shuffled around in his arms a little before hiding your face in his shoulder. Just let me help you! You were taken off guard when he suddenly stopped walking and turned to face you. Poor you.. Ultron muttered, Being married to Stark.. Must be hard on you.. He finished by punching you non stop, throwing you to the floor or buildings. Im good, Tony. You shook your head at his offers. The man was as stubborn as a cattle. You were waiting up in your room, not really paying attention to the YouTube video you were watching, too excited to pay attention. I think, I dont know. Why are they doing this, why wont they help us? The boy yelled over the crashes and explosions. This was about to get way more complicated than you had intended. Hed been through so much. Good., And you? You rose an eyebrow at him, waiting for him to clarify is question. You barely spoke; ashamed and embarrassed about the event that took place. Bucky swore you were only wearing a t-shirt but when you lifted your arms up into the air he saw the slim piece of your shorts. It would still hurt, it would always hurt. send your idea in to see it brought to life! You might drive me insane, but I see that there is good in you thanks! You dont understand, it was a goodbye, Steve. You were surprised at how distant he was being, so you tried many ways to spend time with him again. Opening your eyes again and moving a hand to cover your forehead where a burning pain emitted from. His eyes flickered to the window again, and you had half a mind to close it shut. See? She shoved her phone in your face, the bright screen blinding you for a moment as your eyes tried to adjust, given how dark your whole apartment was. He can't believe his eyes. "Let me go, James." You spoke hoarsely, devoid of emotion. Its go time, I have to stretch, you have to stretch, cmon Clint lets stretch! The scene in front of you brought a slight smile to your face and you found it impossible to turn away. Youre insane, Bucky said to Steve while shaking his head. Read to find out more! You could feel the cold air fill your lungs as the events of the past few days played before your eyes. He glances over his shoulder. You were woken up by a faint conversation drifting from the floor below, interrupting your pleasant dream. Why are you so amused, mortal? the green-eyed Norse god immediately demanded. I have new stuff now, and a nice apartment right in the middle of Boston. You smiled kindly. Ive already been briefed, Y/N.. The weird movement made a smile start to tug on Buckys face. But you had been so good with Bucky, you balanced each other and they thought you were doing better. The trickster frowned and turned away from her. Um How do I tell you this? Steve looked at the floor nervously. Wouldnt you like to know., Thought that was the answer I would get. Tony chuckled. He knew that Y/N was not his biggest fan since he arrived. A smirk grew on his face because he knew that your release of a breath meant he had won. She eventually ends up living with the super soldiers and much cuddling, sweetness, and protectiveness occurs. Finally. Youd spent your whole life trying to live up to others expectations, to their dreams, navigating through a life that wasnt yours. He can have any girl he wants, except you. Glitter erupted from the blown off head and the rest of his body started to deflate back into the staircase going up. Unwelcome, too, as it was four o'clock in the god damn morning. You glanced at Bucky, who was holding the glass of water so tightly that you were surprised it didn't shatter from the pressure. Please consider turning it on! Bucky turns around with the carton of eggnog in his hand, his eyes going wide as he watches you down the glass of pure rum. I was only gone for like two minutes. You took her phone from her hand and looked at the long list of things she had typed into her notepad. You didnt even know if the Avengers knew you wore glasses, they never saw you wear them after all. Tonys voice came from up the stairwell as he looked down at the growing snowman that looked far more scary in the dimly lit stairwell than it was supposed to look. Bucky? You chuckled and then trained him with a confident smirk. Your words were a bluff of course, as well as you knew Bucky, you couldnt even dream of beating him in a fight but you tried not to let your surprise show when he rested his hands on the desk on either side of you, trapping you between his arms. Buy him flowers, are you serious? You laughed and looked up at her, when you saw her face was dead serious, you laughed even more. He held your body so tight against his that you thought the force would crush your bones. Luckily, two men that happen to see you on the side of the road are more than eager to help. Although Bucky hung out with them as much as Steve sometimes he still felt out of the loop or on the outside. In an instant his hands were on you, gripping your upper arms so tightly, you were sure bruises were forming. Buckys features were twisted in agony, his face scrunched up and sopping wet as he cried out a groan pulling you to safety and yanking you into his arms. Considering the mission was only supposed to take two days, this day was even more exciting. reader was a highly skilled neuropsychologist who worked for what used to be SHIELD. Also, love how you brought the mission together!! Over the loud song, you nearly missed the knock on your apartment door. You choked on your smoothie one morning when he scared you in the kitchen. You whimpered in pain as he marched back over to you, you spat out a small amount of blood, your hand clutched your chest wh, New York, 2016 Outside the Raft, after your escape At 9am you were given food to stop talking. He can have any girl he wants, except you. This time it was your turn to roll your eyes and you placed your hands on your hips. "Oh.." You mumbled, getting to what Logan was talking about, you grabbed the shirt, slipping it over your head. He never left your side the entire time, watching you so intently as if youd vanish into thin air before his eyes. You were in a haze of dread, a zombie walking through the halls filled with shame and pain. You were standing in his and Steves living room, holding his hand, with Steve standing less than five feet away with a stupid grin on his face. You merely blinked, unable to conjure even a simple, "What the fuck?" You loved being up here with nothing beneath your feet and hardly any sound at all. You crossed your legs behind him and with a quick movement, used that hold to roll the both of you over so you were hovering over him, straddling his hips, but the man in your arms was having none of it. You all do it with each other, mostly when youre teasing one about a crush or just trying to confuse the other Avengers for the hell of it. Whatre you doing? You threw the question back at him. Clint retired, he lives on that small farm of his in the middle of nowhere. It felt as if Steve was all he had sometimes, and he never wanted to let go of Steve ever again. "Don't be mad at me any longer..". His love was all-consuming and genuine and it made you feel unworthy. Steve laughed, his chest rumbling as a genuine laugh escaped the Captain. I almost forgot this. He pulled a shining diamond ring out of his pocket. All energy was gone from your now exhausted body. Lots of smut, emotions run high, plenty of fluff, and a plot I swear will keep you on your toes. The CEO and Mafia Boss of Madripoor, was never supposed to fall in love with someone so innocent and kind, but yet it happened. You moved on - you thought it was a good decision. Uh, nothing odd here. "wh..whats wrong (y/n) you can tell me" buckys soothing words made you look up as his hands made their way to cup your face. Steve shut his mouth and pulled the poptart away slightly as he spoke. All of that you could deal with, it was the flirting that made your cheeks flush and your heart beat a little faster than normal. It was the time to bring out the boots, sweaters and leggings. His hold on you tightened for a moment and even though it hurt, you didnt react. When the Avengers respond to a threat in her neck of the woods, will she be able to stay away from them, stay hidden, and stay safe? No. Your voice came out soft and it cracked slightly from the lack of talking. Warnings: None! 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